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I want to simultaneously tick off and add to your list of things you want to experience so it never grows just gets more and more depraved xxxx
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*ahem* i mean
thank you sir i'm very flattered :3
#did not expect u to respond#i am le *freaking out*(!!!)#me when ppl perceive me#me when ppl actually read my posts#me when the ppl who i follow actually see my reblogs from their post#me when the guy who literally said he'd stalk ppl's blog sends me an ask#I THOUGHT IT WAS A JOKE#(!!!!!)#i am so out of my depth here#chat how to respond to a hot dom#right answers only#just to reiterate#!!!!!!!
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technically this is for the requester but it's also for anyone who's having a hard time-- you've worked hard, good job today 💜 "alhaitham and kaveh hugging but kaveh is comforting alhaitham" for @/zarzaryyy. thank you for your donation to @hkvthm-action!!
open for better quality | no reposts
#kaveh#alhaitham#kavetham#genshin impact#fanart#myart#doodle#first drawing was So self-indulgent don't perceive me#i just think that bc alhaitham seems on top of everything all the time ppl don't think he struggles#except he's human so of course he does#most wouldn't think to give him words of encouragement but kaveh sees all sides of him so he knows when he's having a hard time#and while he may not know exactly what's going on (yet) i think kaveh would know what to say to make him feel better#why yes lee hi's song 'breathe' changed my life#but anyway the first drawing seemed too melancholic so i drew the second#i just couldn't bear to leave alhaitham sad like that :(#he's ok see!! nothing a little rest at home can't fix <3#hkvthmgotcha
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What if large units were once regular ones? What if it was a choice to be rebuilt into a weapon at the cost of your old life?
What if that choice was made for you?
#skibidi toilet#comics#cameraman#myart#fuck this is a lot of art for a meme series#dont perceive me#oc optical#titan cameraman#YEAH.#this headcanon has been consuming my brain for the past 2 weeks#felt cringe for using my oc to tell it#but tumblr skibidi discord ppl got to me with all their nice messages so i caved#i scheduled this to post when im asleep to escape the silly#rebuilt hc#chief engi trio#skibidi toilet fanart#skibiditoilet fandom#dafuqboom#skibidi toilet oc
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suggested redraw
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#a doodley#im so happy pj suggested i draw this with skunker it wldve felt so different if i did it ykwim#like. the way ppl perceive me (and smunker) no way...#also its insanely funny to be redrawing this when ive shifted back to passively sewerslidal mode LMAO oh well whatever#you can be a creature of joy that also wants to be dead its fine
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How I sleep knowing I'll never trust anyone that hates Sydney but worships Richie:
#the bear#the bear fx#sydney adamu#carmen berzatto#richie jerimovich#jk kind of#well on days I don't see or think about Sydney haters#under every damn comment section in this fandom is someone saying Sydney didn't take accountability#like I know we all have our biases but yall are really shameless about it#Sydney scored A LOT of Ws for The Beef AND The Bear#but one time she makes a mistake and justifiably walks away from a toxic work environment she's the devil#Richie worked at The Beef for years and Sydney did more for it in what less than four months than he did#on top of being a prick to Sydney in particular because she was changing things he wanted to keep the same#to the detriment of the restaurant but also everyone#and overall being unpleasant to Carmy#Nat and anyone that didn't find him funny or interesting or like his bs#pre-Forks Richie reminds me of those types of people that only listen to people that like them#and I love that because it's realistic to some ppl#I do like Richie#it just leaves a bitter taste in my mouth knowing there are people that hate Sydney#ignore her accomplishments only to raise up Richie#in the same breath when the actual show is showing you what's up#like you'd think there were different versions of the show with how these two are perceived#I get this weird need to defend Sydney when people shit on her because I wonder how often said people treat the Sydneys of the world#but that aside#In Fishes Richie mentions something about wasting potential at the beef#In Ceres it's implied he called the popo on the dealers after Sydney deescalated a situation Richie previously dealt with#in an unorthodox manner#he recognised he needed to change but still was an arsehole to the one person who was facilitating that change effectively Sydney#this show is great but people denying what they're seeing on their own screens is crazy
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have you ever considered...that identifying out of woman/girlhood because you don't relate to the societal implications, expectations, etc... contributes to making womanhood (feel) even more restrictive? maybe you feel better when thinking of yourself as anything but a girl/woman because you do not feel like a woman (what does that even mean?) but in my opinion you just added another brick into the prisonwall that is gender.
#just my opinion#i wish it was more accepted to question gender identity and to encourage others to question WHY they dont feel like#they “fit” their gender#and your actions have consequences for others too#there will be girls after you who UNDERSTANDABLY hate being perceived as female but their take away will not be that society sucks for wome#and needs to be changed and change happens with every gnc woman and girl who stands her ground and says fuck you to the gendered expectatio#placed upon her from the moment of her birth#but she will take away that as she does not fit the narrow societal definition of womanhood that there is no space for her in it and#that SHE needs to change and this goes on and on until womanhood is simply the label for people who present the most sexist stereotype of#what a woman is#and the fact that i get asked for my pronouns since having short hair and the girl with long hair next to me isnt is a fucking sign of that#and also i beg you to question why a pronoun a tiny word other ppl use when talking about you is SO loaded with negative/positive#implications that it holds so much importance for you#all this applies specifically for ppl without dysphoria btw#i also believe that dysphoria is at least heavily influenced by societal expectations too but its a bit more complicated#personal#you may send me death threats now lol i dont even care anymore#radfem safe#radblr#radfems do touch
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the thing about being my friend is that i WILL spend five hours writing you an anonymous nomination for an award. get appreciated mf
#ok it was two nominations for two friends#one of them told me i was like a loyal and dependable cat when we were out last week and i was like :)))#i never know how ppl perceive me!#fieldwork
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bylers when over 350k people don’t have the exact same thoughts and opinions as them
#byler#stranger things#byler tumblr#i know some of us have been singled out or humiliated by others on here insisting we’re delusional for our theories#and so you compensate by doubling down and telling everyone else their theories are actually headcanons and yours aren’t#or maybe you are someone on the other end who is fed up with bylers reaching and are sick of group think having a place here#some advice: just let the show be whatever YOU want it to be#if you think everything you analyzed is right and everyone else is wrong#congrats#you are as pathetic as the rest of the fans who think the exact opposite and also think they're right and you're wrong#we are one of over 350k ppl with differing opinions and thoughts and experiences guiding us to coming to the conclusions we do#i don't mind ppl giving different perspectives to things even if it goes against my analysis (just don't be an asshole about it)#i have changed my mind about certain aspects of the show bc of this and i have changed other peoples' minds as well#without all of us being able to say what we think we would not have near the evidence we do now#but what comes with over 350k people in one space also comes with some semblance majority that feels a certain way about certain things#it's never going to be perfectly even across the board#what is believed and what is agreed upon will always be shifting as different people say their peace and as the show itself progresses#and hell even if you're the 3% that feels a certain way about something and think the other 97% are setting themselves up for disappointmen#bask in your perceived glory WHEN that time comes#but in the mean time... me personally?#i think it would be quite embarrassing if i devoted my time on here to telling everyone else their theories are wrong and mine are right#only to end up being the one that was wrong#let ppl set themselves up for disappointment#save the celebration for when you actually secure that win#for now#id rather be on here discussing my theories/reading others' theories that aren't rooted in tearing everyone else's down to feel superior#all of this is to say it is never worth making ppl feel like shit over a fucking tv show… I’ll never get that#and this is coming from someone who has no (current) plans to say i told you so (not even to that redditor that has a 2 year timer)#bc until s5 comes out...#crazy together
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Big four queer headcanons bc it's pride month
Hiccup – transman, he/him, bisexual & aspec
Jack – demiromantic & gay, he/him
Merida – aroace & lesbian, she/her, firmly identifies as a woman but enjoys the concept of being gnc & wouldn't object to they/them (rip merdia you would've loved being allowed to wear pants 💔)
Rapunzel – pansexual & poly, she/her but she doesn't mind other pronouns and is casually exploring gender identity, but isn't ready to label it yet
#rise of the brave tangled dragons#modern au butch lesbian merida. do you see the vison#also Reminder Merida was recently confirmed to be lesbian in her book so can ppl PLEASE fucking respect that istg#Hiccups whatever it's called when ur aspec bc autism makes u perceive attraction differently yknow (hes so me)#rapunzel didn't know being pan or genderqueer existed until recently she just thought everyone felt like that then Cass had to explain#rotbtd#the big four#rotbtd headcanon#hiccup haddock#rapunzel corona#jack frost#merida dunbroch#my headcanons#httyd#rotg#tts#moth.txt
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how tf are u people finding me
#its wild when ppl i perceive as Real Fandom Members are able to see me. we r from different worlds in my mind#p#art tag
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i cant keep it hidden any longer
#i get nervousss n shit about gettin character voices all wrong#i spent all of yesterday worryin about if theyd say each others first names or last names or WHAT ! idkkk#i didnt write any more than this But i rlly rlly want to#basing this over the exact types of convos me n my friend have When i watch her play granny#i say dumb shit like ooohhh shes gonna get you Or why are you so mean to this old lady😢😢😢 to rile her up🤭 cos its funny#and then when i run out of things to say i start asking shitty would you rather questions like Would you rather make out with granny#or springtrap. would u rather have to be angel dust Hazbin hotel(she HATES him) or Pinkypills william afton (also HATES)#idk how id write that for these guys. ik theres gotta be a way though#my rambles#homestuck#writing feels more vulnerable than just my silly ass drawins Cos its lettin ppl peek in2 how i think n perceive shit . its intimidatinggg#but im posting it anyways !! ill fight off the urge to delete it the best i can#sayin all this Meanwhile it’s just a few lines from a pesterlog emulator LMAO . i take myself too seriously w stuff like this#rhas my problem i think . joviality come to me NOW! i am lighthearted and carefree about rhis#yaaaayayayaaayy!!!!#FOR THOSE WHO DONT KNOW. GRANNY IS A SHITTY MOBILE PUZZLE HORROR GAME. THE OG !!!#all the shit like Piggy on roblox. thats copying granny 😤😤😤😡😡😡#my drabbles
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i cant fully control my emotions during a breakdown and then i come out of it and im like oh fuck........ ._.
#bpd#like i dont mean to hurt anyone else with having my breakdown on my vent blog on tumblr...#like the stuff i say isnt aimed at anyone in particular#and it's abt MY feelings which are so confusing i get a headache#my thoughts is my enemy and im such a broken and confused little girl inside fr T-T#but like yeah im sorry for upsetting ppl???#but really i feel so suffocated bc im constantly terrified of saying smth that will upset this or that person#or reblogging the wrong thing and making someone im attached to hate me#like idk.... genuinely my blog is supposed to be a vessel? a tool? smth for me to be able to put my emotions and thoughts down#and try to make sense of them. even when i cant. it really only concerns me. i dont mean to attack or hurt anyone else :/#but i mean i really shouldnt and i shouldve learned this lesson so long ago....#being confused and broken and mentally ill and not knowing or understanding things and being messy and#saying the wrong things or phrasing it incorrectly or anything like that#or like sometimes i have one thought tied to a certain emotion but it's only there in that moment#like when i feel so lonely i could die.. yes i do have kidnapping fantasies. bc i dont.: whatever i dont owe anyone a psychoanalys of mysel#but that doesnt mean i want want to be kidnapped by a stranger who doesnt care abt me... i know that would be awful and traumatizing and no#what i *want*. bc what i desire is love#but like i feel so much pain and just venting abt it or reblogging a post helps me solidify my overwhelming emotions#idk what to say like..... ☹️☹️☹️☹️#i cant even fucking blog or do tumblr right im worthless. and yeah i know i have a victim complex.. sorry 🥲#hmmm. yeah idk what to say like when i have breakdowns i have to get myself thru them without any support#and i dont mean that to attack anyone else.: we're all alone i know.#but idk how to deal w it so i just type it out. its not to attack anyone else its to try to make sense of my emptions i dont understand ☹️#anyway.. maybe i should just accept that im too fucked up and too contradictory for anyone to actually like me#there will always be smth that will make everyone not like me anymore. thats that.#thank u for the time u do give me tho i always appreciate thay#and im sorry i really truly dont want to hurt anyone else#i just dont have .. idk it doesnt matter im sorry for what its worth and if anyone even reads this#i hope not bc i dont want anyone to perceive me and stuff like i dont wanna exist to anyone#and im not on tumblr or post stuff for attention. im just in pain and have nowehrre to put it. im sorry if im lashinf out and hurting other
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sorry 4 reverting to constantly posting abt the inherent weirdness of my data science job i hope u still love me <3
#i like art/writing/etc just as much as i like numbers#so i chose the more uhhh sustainable career path bc i really do love both equally.#like i get just as excited abt code coming together as i do abt a fic or a video or a painting coming together#but it's very funny. in college my . reputation? was art hoe who can n will help u w homework regardless of subject#as long as there's numbers formulae or code#anyways all this to say i have always been perceived as more creative than i personally perceive myself as#it's just especially funny to log onto here where i think a lot of my 'identity' is tied around writing/making video edits/whatever#when irl my day to day is far more analytical than creative lol. like i think ppl would be surprised by what my work looks like#from knowing me on here/outside of work. yk.
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This might be the worst day to be a JFK fan I just realized
#wdym tons of ppl r gonna compare trump to jfk when they are so different it’s unfair#wdym it’s an extension of how a lot of ppl who are mostly old and full of nostalgia r going to perceive jfk in the wrong way and it’s going#to annoy me beyond anything#WDYM BY THIS#WDYM#💬 beca.txt
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Im never being a hater again im a reformed man!!! Im a being full of love only, shabby and foolish, but that's okay
#my therapist's positive affirmations that oh if someone else thinks youre stupid thats just their opinion it doesnt define u DONT HELP#bc its not other ppl. it's me thinking this and then being paranoid and projecting it onto others thinking about me#i dont know if the world is really as scary as i perceive it. as ive been told ive been really unlucky. but that wont change...?#unless i become smart enough that 1. everyone will like me and 2. i can have foresight to avoid ending up in unlucky situations#then it'll be fine#and then i'll be fixed#it's not that i hate myself. in a vacuum alone i love being by myself i love my inside jokes i love solitude#but it's when im talking to other ppl i get scared and self conscious#i need to become good at something. at what i love ideally#otherwise whats the point. it's embarassing#i know i made a similar post talking about how im scared to post thoughts on media anymore bc im so self aware of how i lack#eloquence and i feel like no matter how much i love something im like that ogre comic panel. im just too stupid
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how looking at photos of yourself taking by a third party will irreversibly damage and ultimately destroy your confidence and self esteem, an essay by moi
#it’s not even a vanity issue like I can make peace with the fact that im ugly but it sucks when you can’t even look back at#your own memories without thinking that you’re the ugliest person alive like good god I was just trying to reminisce on some good times#but now im sitting here thinking abt how other ppl perceive me and how unloveable i am and how im like a stain on the human population👍
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